Gaze upon me and despair

so i was talking to a buddy of mine and i mentioned that i want to see watchman just because of this quote "The world will look up to us and say "save us." and i will say "no."" i want an apathetic super hero, one that finally decides then people are no longer worth the effort. he saves who wants, and those who he does not he leaves to die or whatever. not saying i want him to be a sort of hero for hire. he's just become so disillusioned with everything that he no longer cares. people will continue to get into trouble no matter what he does so he just stops.

I want to see what would happen to a city that has become so dependent on a super hero that once he is gone that they no longer know what to do. thats my idea of a good story...... though no one else might enjoy it as much as i would.

I haven't posted in a while so i figured i would :P

So classes have started, and I'm already trying to figure out how i can get this done the fastest. what follows is what i need and how i plan to get it.

All this is subject to change

43-44 Credit hours for "gen ed"
Spring 09: 14 Credit Hours
Sum 09: 9 Credit Hours
Fall 09: 15 Credit Hours
Spring 10: 6 Credit Hours

7 Credit hours "Required Courses"
Spring 10: 4 Credit Hours
Sum 10: 3 Credit Hours

29-30 Credit Hours "Electives in Psychology"
Spring 10: 6 Credit Hours
Sum 10: 6 Credit Hours
Fall 10: 18 Credit Hours

On this sheet i was given by my consuler it also says something about "Upper Division (3000-4000) level hours and that I have to have 40 of those, granted i'm not sure if thats for bachlers or masters, but i will cross that road when i get there.

Sooooooo i finaly got off my lazy ass and registered for college. classes start jan 8th for me. other then nothins changed other then being on anti-anxiaty meds now.

said meds are making me feel stoned, hince my mood

Its been a while since i posted on here, so i figured i'd give a general whats going on.

I've decided to finaly go to college, unfortunitly I was about a day late when i decided to go with my freinds that i grew up with. so i'm haveing to wait till the next go around. in the mean time i'm going to get a job, save money and get stuffs i need like cloaths and what not so i can jam out as soon as i'm able.

other then that just doing the same old same old.

I was talking to Sev http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sev last night and decided that i should make another fursona. i have a few female fursona alters that i use, but generally their not anything more then stock boring characters.

What follows is what i decided upon for the Character. any suggestions or what have you would be appreciated. Keep in mind that this isn't my normal fursona, Naum is still my.. me.

Name: Ghareen
Species: Hyter (hyena otter hybrid)
Gender: Hermaphrodite
Breast size: D
Cock length: 10in fully erect, 5in when soft
Hight: 5'7"

Textual Desc:
Ghareen stands five feet seven inches tall, Hir supple D cup breasts hidden by a black T-shirt with the Static-X logo on it. Hidden under hir black and blue plaid skirt was hidden hir warm sheath and heavy sack. Fully aroused hir shaft stood ten inches long. hidden behind hir heavy sack was nestled hir tight fem slit. Hir body was covered in thick muscles, the Hyter taking mostly after hir mother a strong river otter priestess. Hir father was visiting the otter tripe to learn from the tribes shamans and warrior priests, when the two had fallen in love and had Ghareen. Ghareen was taught by both hir mother and father and is a paladin of sorts within the various tribes.

Hir fur original a deep muddy brown, though shi had dyed it a soft aqua blue color, hir hyena spots a deep blue. Shi had left her ear tips their normal black tipped way. hir inner ears a soft pink. Ghareen's left eye was a deep crimson, her right jade green. Each nipple had been pierced, each nipple having a bar in them the barbells having the colors of her eyes opposite each nipple. Hir left nipple having jade balls, her right crimson balls. Ghareen's tail was thick and long much like hir mothers.

just so anyone knows i'm here if anyone other then manda reads this. i'm still alive


colorin pics so if you want somethin colored lemme know and i'll give it a go

its been a while sicne i last updated, so i figured i should. i'm still alive and i'm single

enough of that
while i was at work today i was singing a song from all dogs go to heaven and decided i should make a list of movies from my childhood that i must by on dvd

1. lion king
2. lion king 2
3. all dogs go to heaven 2

thats realy it, i loved those movies and i think thier worth buying XD

well i ordered a new webcam earlier this week and it came in today. i'm very pleased with it. my old one i used to have to turn damn near every light in the house on before you could see anything and this one has light enhancement thingy that makes it perfectly easy to see. aaaannnndddd i found that it has a zoom feature XD

other then that work work work.

they're closing another shop down so thier works comming to us.. its looking like i'm going to be getting realy busy realy soon... and its going to piss me off becasue the costumers at the other place want some many little piddly things that its going to piss me off to do it all.. anyway. its friday and i have three bottles of smirnoff in me and i ish da content.


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alright, i was going through my FA a few days ago, looking at some of the submissions i have cause i was shearing them with a budy i went to school with, and i noticed that even stuff i've had on fa for a year + sitll only has like 4 page views -.-

what kind of bullshit is that, i mean i have 60+ people watching me, i post stuff and maintain 0 views for a good while, i mean its bullshit. sure i don't draw porn when i doodle, but i write porn, and according to the people who've read it on yiffstar its good. -sighs- it can't be because i post my stuff in PDF could it... i mean i don't trust anyone now a days i figure if its PDF i'm less likely to be plagiarized and shit. i mean its like posting on LJ, i know that manders is the only one that even looks at it..

I mean hell i posted a jounral on LJ about my birthday and no one says shit, when i can go to anyone elses page taht says anything about thier birthday and they'll have 20+ comments.. bah horse shit

if anyone looks at this and gets curious about my FA heres the link http://www.furaffinity.net/user/naumwolf/

well its the day after, and i woke up without a hang over. feelin good.

lets see, not much to do today, have to go to wallmart and get stuff and see if they have any more shorts like the ones i have on at the moment XD

ok so i've drank 6 bottles of smirnoff and two of heini. i'm preaty fucked up at the moment.

its awsome and all but i'd rather not be alone doing it. ah well shit happens. dizzy dizz XD

laters all

woooo 21st birthday!!! i went earlier today and got boozers cause i legal now:P got a six pack of heinken and a six back of shmirnoff wild grape

already one bottle down now to another!

huzza

I've been playing American Mcgee's Alice for those of you who have never heard of this game heres a wiki link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_McGee's_Alice

playing it you can ask the Cheshire cat for help, and the help you get is in the way of some rather insightful, if not sadistic advice. here are some of my favorites

Cheshire Cat: How fine you look when dressed in rage. Your enemies are fortunate your condition is not permanent. You're lucky, too. Red eyes suit so few.

Cheshire Cat: Here's a riddle: When is a croquet mallet like a billy club? I'll tell you: Whenever you want it to be!

Cheshire Cat: Is our situation not dismal? Wonderland is so discombobulated that lady bugs have turned belligerent and enlisted in the queen's army! PUNISH THEIR CONVERSION!

Cheshire Cat: Only the insane equate pain with success.

Cheshire Cat: The uninformed must improve their deficit, or die.

Cheshire Cat: Those who say there's nothing like a nice cup of tea for calming the nerves never had *real* tea. It's like a syringe of adrenaline straight to the heart!

Cheshire Cat: Only the foolish believe suffering is just wages for being different

Cheshire Cat: There is an ugly name for those who do things the hard way

and one more
Cheshire Cat: When the remarkable turns bizarre, reason turns rancid

good game, nice and dark.
I'm out, late

I stole this from manda figured i'd put it here XD

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

Well its almost that time of the year again.. no not the time you shave the cat, but time for me to grow another year older. prolly will grow about 2 years dumber though seeing as how its my 21st birthday. I think i'm going to to work on killing some braincells with some rum and maybe a lil vodka.

Lets see birthday wishes.
A hip flask with a wolf on it
a good pair of DJ style headphones. the ones with the huge fucking ear cuffs that block alot of the outside noise (asked Rents for this one)
money so i can figure out what else to waste it on XD
I'd kind of like to get a 360 but i dunno that might wait till Christmas.

not much else is goin on. i've been sick for the passed... fuck month or so. alergies are fucked up so i feel like hell. other then that, nottas goin on

And to what i said about getting snipped. still considering. though since theres no time limit on that i'll do it whenever

I'm out
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so i was talkin to my favorite blue lioney today and he decided to try and use me as a kite..

hehe well ( just read(warning, kinda long) )

earlier tonight i was making roman noodles for my aunt who had oral surgery today and my mom was all "you'll make some women a good husband" i told her thats what you say. then she told me "and some kids a good father." told her thats NEVER hapening becasue shortly after my 21st birthday i'm getting clipped.

There are no females in this world that can convince me that haveing kids is a "good idea" thats not to say that women are horrible or anything. i know there are some REALY good femmes out there that i would give anything to spend time with. but that doesn't mean i want to have children... ever.
thier loud, smelly, expensive and ungodly annoying.

Idk its just all bullshit.

I'm out, late

ok, last Thursday I snuck out of work to fill up my car while I was still on the clock. anywho while I was cleaning my windows and some dude came up to me, and said "Excuse me sir, I hate to ask this but I locked my visa card up and I just ran out of gas and I have a dollar and 40 cents.. and I can't get to Dallas on that." now I don't carry cash on me and I don't make it a habbit to use my debit card for anyone... as I stumbled through trying to think of a lie to feed him, he told me "even a penny will help.." thank you sir, so i told him I was sorry and I didn't have any money on me. so he said "that was ok, and god bless you anyway."

this whole incident got me thinking, I'm sure that guy was probably just some dude that had ended up with shitty luck.. but as it is now a days.. you can't trust anyone anymore.. I was raised to be helpful and kind to those in need... but as the world is.. the guy next to you could just as well stab you and mug your ass then say hello. it hurt a little to not help the guy.. but its just so damn hard to trust anyone anymore.. especially at night...

while I was walking in to get some gum, some dumb ass on roller blades comes up and asks if I had a cellphone he could use, now this wasn't a hard decision, i told him no before I even thought. 11 at night, dark, and some jerk off on skates, yea thats got getting your cell stolen written all over it.

while I was in the 7/11 I really had to fight myself from getting out money to give to the dude without gas...

lets see what else is goin on.. I spent all of saturday cleaning my room. that morning I got up at 11:30, bullshitted with my dad for a little then left to go get stuff..after the getting of things I came home, getting there at 2:45, i grabbed a bite to eat then went about working on my room. I cleaned from 3-11ish. today I got up at noon, was awake for about.. 30 mins then went back to sleep and woke up at 4.. been spacin ever since.
my grandparents are commin into town at some point tomorrow. my mom really thinks I should call in.. but I don't have any time left, because I was sick week before last.. and I really don't want to chance getting introuble for calling in sick so much, even if they'd understand at work.

well.. thats it realy, I'm out
ate

I got home tired and just kinda outta it so I was looking at IMDB.com and started watching trailers.

I'm looking forward to

1408

Pirates of the carrabian: at worlds end

Transformers

SkinWalkers

The new fantastic four looks good.. has the silver surfer in it.. but I thought he was a good guy though.. it seems that he's a bad guy in the movie so who knows.

Had a hellacious day at work. out of no where 400+ jobs just fell outta gods ass or somethin and appeared in the cues. and because everyone I work with is worthless I spent most of the night matching labels and service orders to their respective work. because I was burried up to my neck in paperwork I didn't get shit copied.. also because the other person on my shift is on vacation I had to spend most of the night shifting shit around so that it would get ran. Made the day go by quickly though so I guess its all good.. assuming I don't get bitched at tomorrow for not doing enough work -.-

also I'm thinkin about goin to san anton when I take my vacation to visit with manda, and just to get outta the house to get away from everyone here.. plus I kinda wanna go to sea world :P

I'ma crash out though, I'm tired as hell

nothins really goin on. just relaxing and enjoying a weekend. works been.. REALLY slow so its tiring just sitting around doing nothing for 8 hours.. I did finish reading a book though because of work.. so hurra for that.

I baught a cactus last saturday.. it rocks my socks XD also got a terrarium thingy I had ordered a few weeks ago, I planted the seeds and I'll see if it actully grows, I'll upload pics of everything once I find the cord for my camera >> its prolly burried in the mess on my desk XD


other then that not a lots goin on here. just driftin along.


tis it for now,
laters all